It has been awhile, not due to informing the world of the current events of my children, but due to the continue efforts of both of them to help themselves.
My son, now 17 has been going to a wonderful school that has given him freedom of expression and the ability to get to know children of all races and ages. They accept each other for who they are, not what they have or others have. He is in a class for socialization and loves it. This gives him the ability to change the problem and look at people in a different way. Many of us do not get the opportunity to really have this chance to accept people for whom they are, he does, and he sees how they view him.
My daughter has overcome many obstacles and now is a senior in college. To everyone's surprise she is pursuing a degree in psychology and criminal justice, She wants to work with people that have disabilities like herself. Wow revelation. She is even investigating her masters degree, This is remarkable to me as her childhood therapist once talked to my husband and I to discuss my daughter never getting past high school and accepting this fact. Honestly, I never accepted that fact. My daughter and son can achieve anything they work to achieve. This includes the same education every other child pursues, When my daughter walks down that isle in graduation all I am going to think of is that day when I left the therapists office with my husband and I said " My daughter will go to college and graduate", you are wrong. I'm not thinking this way maliciously, but as a proud Mom who had courage and confidence in her children, These children can perservere and it's the hard work, we as families achieve.
So with that I'll close with the words that I live by, all children have a capability to overcome any obstacle, especially theirs.
Saturday, July 13, 2019
Monday, February 4, 2019
Welcome to 2019
Well it's been a few years since I have blogged. I really have keep this up to help people know how our children with Learning Disabilities really grow and evolve. So much has happened with both my children in 2017-2018.
My daughter who ran off and got married in December 2015 to a Navy boy, yes 21 in my book is a boy has since gotten divorced. ADD and anxiety can manifest itself in many ways. When our children are young and undiagnosed they give off "different" signals to other children. Some of our children are made fun of, some lead a very solitude existence. My daughter was rejected by most of her friends so in college she was craving approval and friendships. She found a Navy boy who needed the same things. He was due to get transferred and if he was married he would stay in the USA. To make a very long story short, he proposed and asked her not to tell us. I found our randomly that they eloped. The good part my daughter finished her semester in college, they moved to Washington state, where he was from. They moved multiple times, Washington to Virginia and Virginia to Florida. There were multiple times he left for weeks at a time. She could not find a job, friends and she was constantly fighting with him.
Key in traumatic situations, therapy for the parent is essential. We have so many mixed feelings and need to keep communication up with our children. This is what kept my daughter talking to us, and in the end, come home and advocate for herself back to college. Yes, we went picked her up, her things and the balance of her sanity. She healed and went back to college on her terms. She got all her scholarships, financial aid and loans herself. We didn't pay a dime. Right now she is in her Junior year, works on campus, and is going for a psychology and Criminal Justice majors. As the years pass, we see great improvement in her. She now admits she needs therapy and is looking for therapists herself. I find that I'm so proud of the person she has become, no matter how hard it was to let her go. Although I miss that young, naïve child, I am proud and admire the adult she has become. I know now that the value system I instilled in her during her childhood years did imbed themselves in her brain. It just took her time to search for them and really use these tools.
Tools, key things we give our children. Sometimes we don't even think we are giving them ideas, formulas and the power to empower themselves. The greatest gift I gave my daughter was the ability for her to advocate for herself, if you get a no from anyone and you believe you should be able to attain this, go after it another way, My best words for my daughter when she was married and would call me crying was" Take a deep breath! Hold it! Let it out, Now think about what you need to do, and let me know how you handle it". Nine times out of ten, she called me back and told me how she resolved it. She needed me to calm her down, tell her she could do it and let me know how she worked it out. Many times she would get mad at me, but she always called me back and told me what she did to resolve it. These things shock me all the time. We never as parents think our children have this capability. They do, trust them!
My son has grown, 17 years old, tall and thin. His brain is in different directions, one of which is not college. We have decided to have him do 5th year school. The emotional and maturity development is not there and putting him in a situation of independence and self motivation would be a disaster to him and his self confidence. We have found a 5th year school that he wants to go to. So pleased, he is investigating a portfolio, and what college has to offer him, but we will wait on that. He is becoming a very independent soul. He surprises me in knowing his feelings and working with it, Don't get me wrong he needs help, I have him in a socialization class which he loves. This gives him the tools to become more open, and create conversations with others. This will be key in college.
As we work through these issues as a family, yes as a support team, we have been able to overcome some surmountable issues. There are still the times when we blunder but everyone has a hiccup now and then.
Well it's been a few years since I have blogged. I really have keep this up to help people know how our children with Learning Disabilities really grow and evolve. So much has happened with both my children in 2017-2018.
My daughter who ran off and got married in December 2015 to a Navy boy, yes 21 in my book is a boy has since gotten divorced. ADD and anxiety can manifest itself in many ways. When our children are young and undiagnosed they give off "different" signals to other children. Some of our children are made fun of, some lead a very solitude existence. My daughter was rejected by most of her friends so in college she was craving approval and friendships. She found a Navy boy who needed the same things. He was due to get transferred and if he was married he would stay in the USA. To make a very long story short, he proposed and asked her not to tell us. I found our randomly that they eloped. The good part my daughter finished her semester in college, they moved to Washington state, where he was from. They moved multiple times, Washington to Virginia and Virginia to Florida. There were multiple times he left for weeks at a time. She could not find a job, friends and she was constantly fighting with him.
Key in traumatic situations, therapy for the parent is essential. We have so many mixed feelings and need to keep communication up with our children. This is what kept my daughter talking to us, and in the end, come home and advocate for herself back to college. Yes, we went picked her up, her things and the balance of her sanity. She healed and went back to college on her terms. She got all her scholarships, financial aid and loans herself. We didn't pay a dime. Right now she is in her Junior year, works on campus, and is going for a psychology and Criminal Justice majors. As the years pass, we see great improvement in her. She now admits she needs therapy and is looking for therapists herself. I find that I'm so proud of the person she has become, no matter how hard it was to let her go. Although I miss that young, naïve child, I am proud and admire the adult she has become. I know now that the value system I instilled in her during her childhood years did imbed themselves in her brain. It just took her time to search for them and really use these tools.
Tools, key things we give our children. Sometimes we don't even think we are giving them ideas, formulas and the power to empower themselves. The greatest gift I gave my daughter was the ability for her to advocate for herself, if you get a no from anyone and you believe you should be able to attain this, go after it another way, My best words for my daughter when she was married and would call me crying was" Take a deep breath! Hold it! Let it out, Now think about what you need to do, and let me know how you handle it". Nine times out of ten, she called me back and told me how she resolved it. She needed me to calm her down, tell her she could do it and let me know how she worked it out. Many times she would get mad at me, but she always called me back and told me what she did to resolve it. These things shock me all the time. We never as parents think our children have this capability. They do, trust them!
My son has grown, 17 years old, tall and thin. His brain is in different directions, one of which is not college. We have decided to have him do 5th year school. The emotional and maturity development is not there and putting him in a situation of independence and self motivation would be a disaster to him and his self confidence. We have found a 5th year school that he wants to go to. So pleased, he is investigating a portfolio, and what college has to offer him, but we will wait on that. He is becoming a very independent soul. He surprises me in knowing his feelings and working with it, Don't get me wrong he needs help, I have him in a socialization class which he loves. This gives him the tools to become more open, and create conversations with others. This will be key in college.
As we work through these issues as a family, yes as a support team, we have been able to overcome some surmountable issues. There are still the times when we blunder but everyone has a hiccup now and then.
Thursday, September 29, 2016
Why would I think it gets easier....
So in my pursuit to help my children, move them along, help them try to lead normal lives, I've come to the conclusion that all my efforts are clearly oblivious to them.
Let's take my 19 year old daughter who will be 20 in the next few weeks. With all the training, classes, help, intervention and schools to teach her, she still insists that she knows best. Well maybe there is some truth to some of that, but let's look at all the "blunders" that have occurred. Now many people have lectured me in the time frame of adolencense. Yes I understand that the brain in a youth really doesn't start to click until 24 years of age. All the "trials and tribulations" that they go through is a learning curve to the development of relationships in the future, how they go about making correct decisions for them and really how they will ultimately live there lives. Wow, if this is true I'm staying very far away from her. I guess living on her own she feels the compulsion to have tatoos, piercings, all of which I despise. My theory to her is, potential employers really don't look to happy about those things, and ultimately a job and support should be upper most on her mind. Nope, that's not the case. Well when we need money for the bills, let's see who wins out, the tatoos or a job??? I'm going to bet on the job!
My son on the other had is thinking up new and innovative ways to learn at school. Oh you think this is good. Hmm, looking in that notebook for all the written notes in Physics and Math. No notes, I know that he's learning but how???? I ask him were are your notes? In my phone he responds. In your phone??? Okay, print them out so we can study them. How did he put them on his phone you ask, he took pictures of the notes on the blackboard with the teacher there. Yes, took pictures of his notes. Did I blow a gasket???? Yes! Learning is about writing the notes so the brain comprehends what you are writing and learns. No, no and no, no more phone picture taking. High School is for taking notes and learning. Oh my, what else will he come home with.
We are so good at blaming society for these changes but we are the ones who changed it. We invented all these gadgets. We made them use these items to socialize instead of going outside and talking. We did this, so I must say we have to deal with all these new ways they are coming up with learning! Oh, my it's really getting tougher.
Let's take my 19 year old daughter who will be 20 in the next few weeks. With all the training, classes, help, intervention and schools to teach her, she still insists that she knows best. Well maybe there is some truth to some of that, but let's look at all the "blunders" that have occurred. Now many people have lectured me in the time frame of adolencense. Yes I understand that the brain in a youth really doesn't start to click until 24 years of age. All the "trials and tribulations" that they go through is a learning curve to the development of relationships in the future, how they go about making correct decisions for them and really how they will ultimately live there lives. Wow, if this is true I'm staying very far away from her. I guess living on her own she feels the compulsion to have tatoos, piercings, all of which I despise. My theory to her is, potential employers really don't look to happy about those things, and ultimately a job and support should be upper most on her mind. Nope, that's not the case. Well when we need money for the bills, let's see who wins out, the tatoos or a job??? I'm going to bet on the job!
My son on the other had is thinking up new and innovative ways to learn at school. Oh you think this is good. Hmm, looking in that notebook for all the written notes in Physics and Math. No notes, I know that he's learning but how???? I ask him were are your notes? In my phone he responds. In your phone??? Okay, print them out so we can study them. How did he put them on his phone you ask, he took pictures of the notes on the blackboard with the teacher there. Yes, took pictures of his notes. Did I blow a gasket???? Yes! Learning is about writing the notes so the brain comprehends what you are writing and learns. No, no and no, no more phone picture taking. High School is for taking notes and learning. Oh my, what else will he come home with.
We are so good at blaming society for these changes but we are the ones who changed it. We invented all these gadgets. We made them use these items to socialize instead of going outside and talking. We did this, so I must say we have to deal with all these new ways they are coming up with learning! Oh, my it's really getting tougher.
Wednesday, July 27, 2016
Until the Brain stops growing
Life with children and disabilities is a never ending story. Without the history in my family of any types of disabilities I was thrown into this realm by my children that I adopted. As they were growing all these "challenges" were evolving. As my children were growing, so were the different aspects of the disabilities in the world. Non Verbal Learning was just being investigated. Remember those kids when you were growing up in the 60's that we said were plain obnoxious? Well they had a learning disability and no one knew. The reason I say a never ending story is because my first child, my daughter, was making very good inroads to college and understanding her disability, until a Navy boy thought it would be in his best interest to have her elope with him. I was lucky she got her first year of school under her belt, but she did elope. She made a momentary decision that "love" was the be all end all, and he was being transferred and now married to my daughter would not go overseas. Yes, this was a total shock after all the hard work and fighting I did to get her where she was. In going through my brain I could not understand when I went wrong as a Mother. Since I was not brought up by a very nurturing person, one who was impulsive herself, these were the things I wanted to do for my daughter. So not being able to find a solution in my brain, I sought psychiatric help, I am working with a great therapist who gives me strategies to deal with my daughter. Since my daughter's elopement, she has not enrolled in school, told me she was investigating it, moved to a different state and does not work. None of which I am in approval of. My therapist gave me the name of a great book "Brainstorm" by Daniel J Siegel, MD. This is about when adolescence begins and really ends. Yes, it's in the brain and it does not end until the brain stops growing until the age of 24! OMG I have to wait that long! Well the good part is that we all have gone through this process and the decisions that we make are not right or wrong. They mold how we make decisions or walk the next steps of our lives. It molds our direction for decisions in our future lives.
Now my daughter is in full swing of this adolescence phase. It is really scary to think that the decisions she is making right now, and they are hers, will mold the person she is becoming, World watch out, it scares me. At this age, 19 the knowledge that children have is minimal and they are making monumental decisions with their lives. This is not like it was decades ago, The world is a very scary place, it's more difficult to make a living, let alone getting money for school.
So my husband wait at home and find out all these monumental decisions these young people are making. I wish they would listen to us when we say, "Choose wisely, it comes back to haunt you". Boy does it! But as anyone who is reading this blog will understand, no one listens, but when the brain stops growing let's see what happens!
Friday, July 1, 2016
And the summer begins....
As the school year ends for families with children that have disabilities, the new question enters everyone's mind, what am I going to do with my child or children. The conventional camp are not made to handle learning disabled children and if they tell you they are, I sincerely tell you, INQUIRE! Most of the camp counselors are not knowledgeable to help these children and the camp does not provide training. It is difficult to find an affordable camp that can help your child become engaged and work with their disability. I know, it took years of searching for a camp that would be suitable for both my daughter and son. Luckily we live in the modern world of the internet. We, parents, can search every criteria of what we want for our child and have it in a camp. The downside, these camps vary in pricing. Yes, when you need extra coverage you are paying a premium. I will agree, sometimes my husband and I are budgeting for camp during the year versus a new stove. You pick what you need.
I have been lucky enough to have fallen into the realm of good camps. I always ask for recommendations, but my children's disabilities are not common and no one in my general living region knows of anything, not their fault, but of course my learning experience as as I tell everyone, this is a continual learning experience. My children have had the privilege (yes privilege) to go to Franklin Academy in CT. As a parent I cannot tell you how comfortable I am with the staffing, counselor and the kids at this facility. The best find on the East Coast. My daughter went for the first two weeks the first time she went, after that she always stayed for 4 weeks and wanted nothing to doe with us. Okay, I buy that, but the staff always kept me informed!!! Yes, I knew what she was doing and so did they. The great part, our children are with other children like themselves, they find out they are not this alien group that is so far from everyone else. They accept and learn to deal with their disability. Key, learning to deal with their disability, it will always be there but they need to work with it, not you! Now I have introduced my son to this marvelous camp. I did have my doubts as he is the one who does not like to leave the nest. He interviewed and was excited!!!! Yes, my husband and I dropped him off, got him settled and thought that it would be a tear ridden good bye. Yeah, right, just for me! He adjusted so well, he didn't get away from his friends to say good bye. So much for homesick!. He does text me some interesting tidbits. Yesterday he told me that he tried scrambled eggs for the firs time. I asked him what they tasted like, his reply " They tasted like what I thought a protein would taste like, bland". Okay really, protein? Really! He texted me a picture of his dorm room. I said you didn't make the bed? He replied " Mom don't your remember the sheets blend into each other!" Really, okay he's adjusted!!!
There are times when you doubt life, why is my child like this, and how is he or she going to get through life with all these issues. Life survives, children are resilient. This generation will survive and these children, as I have always said, are God's chosen. They will triumph and make believers out of the rest. God gave them these issues to help other overcome normal issues. I truly believe this and my kids are proving this to me.
And so, the summer begins.
I have been lucky enough to have fallen into the realm of good camps. I always ask for recommendations, but my children's disabilities are not common and no one in my general living region knows of anything, not their fault, but of course my learning experience as as I tell everyone, this is a continual learning experience. My children have had the privilege (yes privilege) to go to Franklin Academy in CT. As a parent I cannot tell you how comfortable I am with the staffing, counselor and the kids at this facility. The best find on the East Coast. My daughter went for the first two weeks the first time she went, after that she always stayed for 4 weeks and wanted nothing to doe with us. Okay, I buy that, but the staff always kept me informed!!! Yes, I knew what she was doing and so did they. The great part, our children are with other children like themselves, they find out they are not this alien group that is so far from everyone else. They accept and learn to deal with their disability. Key, learning to deal with their disability, it will always be there but they need to work with it, not you! Now I have introduced my son to this marvelous camp. I did have my doubts as he is the one who does not like to leave the nest. He interviewed and was excited!!!! Yes, my husband and I dropped him off, got him settled and thought that it would be a tear ridden good bye. Yeah, right, just for me! He adjusted so well, he didn't get away from his friends to say good bye. So much for homesick!. He does text me some interesting tidbits. Yesterday he told me that he tried scrambled eggs for the firs time. I asked him what they tasted like, his reply " They tasted like what I thought a protein would taste like, bland". Okay really, protein? Really! He texted me a picture of his dorm room. I said you didn't make the bed? He replied " Mom don't your remember the sheets blend into each other!" Really, okay he's adjusted!!!
There are times when you doubt life, why is my child like this, and how is he or she going to get through life with all these issues. Life survives, children are resilient. This generation will survive and these children, as I have always said, are God's chosen. They will triumph and make believers out of the rest. God gave them these issues to help other overcome normal issues. I truly believe this and my kids are proving this to me.
And so, the summer begins.
Thursday, June 2, 2016
Perserverance Pays off
I know that most of the Mother's out there try really hard to accept what their children have inherited. They try to cope and work to help their children. We talk to people, we ask for help and are always seeking a new and better way to help teach our children to become independent and get the education they truly deserve. During these times patience is almost never there but always required. I know that it can be a long hard road, and sometimes you sit back and say "I'm going to quit", the system has beat me. I'm here to tell you that all your hard work and patience will pay off in the end. It pays to persevere.
Probably the most tedious and painful trip is advocacy in school and working with the school system. This is a troubling avenue. On one hand the system tells you that your child cannot keep up, or conform to the ways of the system, yet they put you on a 504 program and bill the state and federal government for assistance in the areas your child needs. After periods of time, when the school system cannot comply, you go to take action. I'm the first person to tell you to DEFINITELY get an advocate, whether you go to the State or hire your own. This is the best investment you can give your child. These people know the laws, they understand what is going on or what needs to be going on. These people are quite insightful and fight for your child. I will admit I thought I was a good advocate for my children, and I think I am, but the advocate I hired was great! I was basically always there to confirm what she recommended. Yes, your child needs more, yes it should be part of the local system, and yes you will fight for your child's rights.
The next step is if the system is educated in the issues your child has. The beginning is good but you don't see anything better happening. They seem to be pushing your child along. You bring this to school's attention and they "fluff" you off saying it takes time. Bring the advocate in again!!!! The key to having your child taught differently is that they can actually learn from the teacher. They can only learn if the teacher is trained in this field.
Believe me it's a long journey but perseverance does pay off. It takes a lot of fighting, such a shame since we all want the same goal, educating children in a different way so they learn. Once they fine tune what your child needs, now they will come home and you will see a difference. They will be happier.
I had to make a big decision to put my son in private school. It was a tough call and I wonder if I made the right call, but three years later, the child is happy, educated and adjusted. He is happy where he is, has friends of all ages, no bullying, no labels.
This is a time when all my perseverance did pay off.
Probably the most tedious and painful trip is advocacy in school and working with the school system. This is a troubling avenue. On one hand the system tells you that your child cannot keep up, or conform to the ways of the system, yet they put you on a 504 program and bill the state and federal government for assistance in the areas your child needs. After periods of time, when the school system cannot comply, you go to take action. I'm the first person to tell you to DEFINITELY get an advocate, whether you go to the State or hire your own. This is the best investment you can give your child. These people know the laws, they understand what is going on or what needs to be going on. These people are quite insightful and fight for your child. I will admit I thought I was a good advocate for my children, and I think I am, but the advocate I hired was great! I was basically always there to confirm what she recommended. Yes, your child needs more, yes it should be part of the local system, and yes you will fight for your child's rights.
The next step is if the system is educated in the issues your child has. The beginning is good but you don't see anything better happening. They seem to be pushing your child along. You bring this to school's attention and they "fluff" you off saying it takes time. Bring the advocate in again!!!! The key to having your child taught differently is that they can actually learn from the teacher. They can only learn if the teacher is trained in this field.
Believe me it's a long journey but perseverance does pay off. It takes a lot of fighting, such a shame since we all want the same goal, educating children in a different way so they learn. Once they fine tune what your child needs, now they will come home and you will see a difference. They will be happier.
I had to make a big decision to put my son in private school. It was a tough call and I wonder if I made the right call, but three years later, the child is happy, educated and adjusted. He is happy where he is, has friends of all ages, no bullying, no labels.
This is a time when all my perseverance did pay off.
Thursday, April 21, 2016
Patience
As I am a total advocate of pursuing the correct legal person to help in attaining the support children need in school, there also come a lot of patience that is involved. In my mind everything has rules. There are rules that we must follow in order to attain the goals we are striving for, in the case of my son, the goal is to get him an the education he requires and for that education to be taught to him in the way he can comprehend. Most of the time if we do not monitor this ourselves and leave it in the hands of teachers that are not versed in the disability our child has, we waste very valuable time for our children. So as you are aware, my choice to put my son in a school where they can teach him the way he needs. In doing this I must go by the rules of getting reimbursement from the child's school system. So why is it that I play by the rules and they don't? Why is it that I do what the State requires but the school system breaks all those rules and doesn't get reprimanded for it? The State has dates, times and regulations, if I do not follow, my attorney gets reprimanded, but if the school doesn't abide by the rules do they get penalized? No I do. I had a mediation scheduled for December it was cancelled (word to the wise, they are always canceled in December) and was to be rescheduled in early 2016. Really, the system had 45 days to answer my attorney, okay it was March before anyone even got back to my attorney. For me, patient as I am, the school year is almost gone and no payment, As many people are aware, private schools for our children with learning disabilities are expansive. We are a normal ordinary family that both parents work. It seems like half the time I work for my children's education,but I guess that's what we do. The only gratification I receive is that my son is healthy and doing very well. He is well adjusted and learning at a very healthy pace. This helps pass the time and helps me gain more patience. I do have a date for mediation, it's 2 months away, just in time to start new litigation for the next years school. A vicious cycle. Patience thank goodness it's what Mom's are made of!!!! I hope this time around it becomes worth it!
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